- k....I have kept this to myself for quite a while its time to let people know..Paranormal the word inself says that it is something out of the sphere of normal happenings, something which is beyond our human capabilities of understanding and comprehension....Well there is nothing to worry though, paranormal activities, objects, things do not cause harm unless rebuked or disturbed...well I am going to tell you all (for those who belive) about one such paranormal experience of my life.........................................
Being a scorpian by the zodiac I ws always attracted to mysticism... From tarot cards, lucid dreaming, scrying, electronography, mediumship all in all I had a thorough knoledge about these things. However the one thing that ranks top in the arena of mysticism is communication with the dead, which I had not tried yet! Sure enough through perpetuous research n studying I knew well the procedure, precautions and methods of doing it, just that every time I wanted to make an attempt non of my friends would be ready to do so and doing it all alone can get pretty risky.
According to the theory of alchemism when you want something deep from your heart somehow all the powers of the universe combine to fulfill your that particular desire. I am telling you this because I am a very phisophical person by nature and belive taht everything that takes place in our lives is a work of the stars...work of destiny!!
In the year 2010 I was a student of Saint Joseph's Convent Kalimpong studying in the tenth standard. Like all other schools even my alm amter had its share of haunted stories which were circulating in the campus for years....and I basically took alot of interst in these things. I knew that spirits do exist but somehow i never felt scared or terrified of them, deep within till now a strange force tells me that I can connect to these supernatural energies.....
It so happened that on the eve of 18th March 2010 (specific), all the class ten students (boarders) were having a talk which was based on spirits, sure enough I was going on blabbering because I seriously do have alot of knowledge where these things are concerned and then abrubtly I took out the topic of communicating woth the dead. There was silence for a while because noone really seemed to appreciate the idea( agirl's hert..soo understandable)..After a lot of discussion some of my batchmates were ready to try it out while the others preferred not to take risks...
It was past 10, and we (Phuntshok, Tsepal, Deki seldon, Kimila and Fern fang) were in my room safely hidden behind my opaque mosquito net patiently waiting for our hostel warden to fall asleep and she when she finally did we too out all our religious threads (buttis and sungdhiz) and kept it aside and then finally begun with the ritual
(I WONT BE DESCRIBING THE RITUAL BECAUSE IT IS VERY RISKY IF ATTEMPTED AND SO MY CONSCIENCE DOES NOT ALLOW ME TO DO SO)
Finally after chanting the required words hundreds of times Deki did feel some energy change while we did not! When deki informed us we concentrated even harder and could then feel the energy fluctuation. Seriously I had expected curtains fluttering, doors banging, things flying but nothing such happened, you just feel that is some energy present with you in the atmosphere and by and by the force of that particualr energy increases and then you can finally feel the imapct (well but its a different thing that our cubicles don't have doors lol)....When we were finally convinced that yes! a spirit had entered the oracle I riased a question *Are you here?* The 1987 one rupee coin moved towards **yes**....We were still I mean the coin actually moved and then Kimila said **did you move it? ** I was like **no!!** and then for quite sometime we were doubting one another for our fore fingers were on top of the coin but it was not so because Phuntshok and Tsepal were not performing the rights with us they were just watching us and according to their vision ^the coin was spinning and at a slightly higher level than the ground^.
And then my second question was * Who are you?* *whats your name?*where are you from??*..and many more....and the coin kept on moving from one end of the chart to another but we could not understand a single word and we were so helpless. Finally I asked *Tapai english bujnu huncha?* in nepali dialect..the coin slowly moved towards **no!**..So this was what it was all about, after we understood the problem we proceeded in nepali and startd enquiring about her life and this is what we found out::::::
The spirit was a woman. Her name was Ganga, she calimed to have worked in our very own school for the past 30 years. Her husband's name was Raghu upadhey who was still alive. She used to live in sixth mile Kalimpong.She had three kids who were still alive but sis not care a bit about her though she still loved them dearly. Her death was said to be the cause of an accident while in reality she was murderd by her husband in the presence of his friend called **Uttam**.She admitted the fact that she was the one to haunt Shreya Agarwal in the year 2009 (Shreya had fainted after the incident ). She took responsibility of all the hauntings experienced in the past but she also told us that she meant no harm. She gave us one more information that her friend lived with her in the cublices.............she was a very sad spirit who had tolerated many inhuman atrocities in her life and still had so many wishes unfulfllled......
By the time we interpretd her story all of us were in tears andthe amazing part was that somehow thought the entire happening was explained to us in neplai Fen Fang who was from Thailand somehow understood it all and was in tears too. We literally felt her pain and anguish and out of centimentality iI blurted out **nothing is there if your children despise you, we will be your children--gangaMA!!**..and then our bond grew stronger. We asked her many questions and she answered them all, very truly and correctly, her predictions have come true till date.It was already 2:00 am, so we thought we'd let her go. Before going we asked her if she needed anything . She wanted liquor, which we couldnt provide obviously, so she settled for lime joince(nimboo pani), which we were to pour in the school groto the next morning....Before leaving the 6 of us felt a whisp of air on our cheeks, that was her way of bidding us farewell, she pecked our cheeks......and finally went away. we had promised her that we would call her every week and then she had promised us that in times of need if we were to chant **gangama** thrice then she would be there to help us no matter what!
In the mornign all of us were super excited and told almost the entire school about our **gangama**--there was sensation in the entire school and everyone was talking about it. As we would enter the cubilces we would shout**hiee ganga ma we missed u** and then a sudden touch in the cheeks whould signify that she was there to welcome us.....and it felt nice having the supernatural on our side!
HER PRESENCE::::::::::::::
Our unit tests were going on and I was on the verge of dosing off and was not the least of prepared, in my mind as i chanted ganga ma's name thrice and requested her to wake me up. Sister clotide (our hostel incharge), enterd the study hall and she was like **Deepsikha !!! wake up** and obviously her one shout is enough to rade anyone's slumber. Kimila whose place was somewhere in the last bench was on the same boat, and the same thing happened to her. The next day, we had a kind of water shortage in our school . We literally carried 17 bucket os water to the cubicles which is on the top most floor and sure enough, my back started hurting. this time I did not even ask for her help but I felt a touch on my back and the next moment the pain was gone!! vanished!!. Binni Shrestha, my classmate did not really belive that ganga ma existed so while she was in the toilet she said to her self **If you are here show me a sign**--the next moment the entire flush box was uprooted out of the wall(gangama was alittle harsh on binni's disbelief).....Bijaya who was my close chum did not like ganga ma either, it so happened that my bulb was spoilt and usually Bijaya makes it for me. This time I asked Gnagama for help..I mean you should have been there to see it all--Bijaya was literally pouncing on some invisble force in order to make the bulb!!................this is not all......we experiecned her in every instance. I mean she was always there for us........
REALIZATION::::::::
So the gangama incident had become really famous and travelled far and wide, it reached the ears of many ex-josephites and then we got a call from an ex -josephite Chunnu Dolma(kimila's elder sibling) and the first thing she told was **WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS??**........by and by she explained us many things and we were flabbergasted--It seemed that earlier doing *plan chits* were a kind of fashion in our school, every tom dick and harry were doing it, some of them knew well how to send the spirits back while most did not..and so many angry and unsatisfied spirits remained back in our school because they could not find their way back...and this was how haunting started in our school altogether and Chunni's batch that is ICSE batch of 2007 had stopped it (the plann chits) and our batch that is ICSE 2011 had started the cycle all over again only for the worse..............
After all that I thought about it a lot and many things came to my mind--I f gangama was a nice spirit then she could have been already free, why was she still in the universe?...and after some research I found out that all spirits in order to gain your confidence behave extremely nice to you in the beginning and the same had happened with us...Slowly they take over your confidence so that they can gain control over your body in simple words (you get possesed)....However it is not the spirit's faults, it is ours because they were on their own way, living thier own un-natural life it is us who show them them hopes of attaininf affection and love so unknowingly they get attracted towards us, which is beyond their control and after that it becomes next to impossible for them to leave us......and at the end of it all I regretted doing the plan chitt...and now we could do nothing, we couldn't even keep our promise for that would mean serious problem for all of us, after taking advice from Miss Eugene (one of the bestessssssst teachers in the entire world) we resorted to just ignoring Gangama, I cant express how much it hurt to behave in such a shrewd manner with her because she was emotionally attached with all of us....:( but it was for every one's good..
We still felt her presence and deep within I knew that she was hurt and wanted us back I just ahd to push back by intuitions and move on..:(.....we never kept our promise...and when we were burning the chart in order to demantle all conections with her it refused to burn, only we know how much hard work it took to burn the chart and the coin---i threw it in teesta on my way back to gangtok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That was the end of it all..............no not completely on the night of 4th August 2010 I just could not fall asleep so I called gang ma....she came...she..did..and i spoke to her till eleven thirty pm........apologized to her for what we did and it reallyfelt good...Till now I know that she will be there for us when we need her anytime, in whatso ever condition but I would prefer not to repeat my mistakes 2wiice..............................
ps::DO NOT TRY THIS @ HOME ^_^ XOXO merm@id.........................
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